that one guy

wet eyes again, I’m not sure whether or not this is done. i pray that its not. Even thought it probably is…This were going so well, I hope it was just built up emotions. I hope you run up to me and give me one of those jumping hugs i love so much. I wish i could feel that embrace so i knew everything was alright. Crying over you feels good, it helps with my pent up emotions. Even though you always tell me i shouldn’t be emotionally attached to you, i think it helps more then it hurts. i know i think way to much, i acted without thinking and caused all of this. I cant help that i have no control over my mind. I wish you know that, i wish you know how much i regret not just staying chill and being everything you want me to be. But thats that huh. Thats what i deserve for talking to you huh. Damn right it is, i would do it a million times over. and a million times again.